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At last i managed to update my blog as there were some problems for the past few days when i tried to update. Neways feeling sick, terribly sick till doc ceritified my to rest for 10 solid days. Initially dic advised to admitted to hospital but I rejected. i'd rather sit at home and eat the medicine.

Anyways, I've been coughing and coughing while typing i think i got to go...sorry yer kawan2 tak tau apa story aku nak cerita......mcm mana nak cerita aku asyik kat umah jek.

Tunggu lah kalau aku da baik sakit...Bye

fizah told you a secret at 9:24 PM .

Congratulations Siti and Helmi and Welcome to the World Ryan Riz'qi.
A proud mummy and daddy, a strong woman with a strong endurance of pain however yet to hear from her on experiencing giving birth....hahahahah ish tak lama lagi aku nya turn....I felt happy for you at the same time wondering how it is gonna be if it comes to my turn.

3 months to go and baby S R M will see the world. Bonda can't wait for your arrival baby S R M....

K i'm actually at werk now still waiting for my hubby......so tired........

That's all for the day........................................Muacks

fizah told you a secret at 4:32 AM .

Disappointed, sad,sick,angry....a mixture of feeling wen i found out someone close to me actually betrayed himself,his family and his love one. I don't know wat u are thinking wen i found out about that shocking life of yours....Wat the hell happened to you? Y the sudden change? Y get urself into trouble? Y must you hide from the truth? Y u play behind her back? My heart sank went I read her blog.

I felt disgusted with u and I don't know how to face u anymo. I lost my respect towards u. No matter how clever the squirrel jump from tree to tree, one day the squirrel will fall hahahahah aku ni da tgh marah pon nak buat kelakar. Malay say " Sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga" I will just wait and c how long u can act in this drama of yours. You are in your own world.

You may think that no one knows ur sin but u forgot that Allah knows everything. Yah I know you will be going on a so called secret vacation with someone else...Enjoys while you can but don't regret.

Anyways wat u did makes me love my Papa my dearest hubby mo and I'm glad he is not like you.....Insyallah.........

fizah told you a secret at 9:33 PM .

Today is my off day Yippee....So looking forward coz I'm gonna see my baby.Yup went check up at KKH today. Baby had moved to the perfect position, no longer horizontal or breech. Baby is perfectly growing and actively moving. In fact I can feel the baby moving in tummy. Bonda can't wait for your arrival Baby. Yes I have told you previously, mine is a boy...but i still ask the doc again and again if its confirm a boy. heheheheeheh

After check up sent hubby to werk as hubby only got a half day....Poor mama a lone at home. But its ok.

That's all i can share for now coz nak fetch hubby from werk and Happy MAYDAY everyone.................................................... Love Fiza

fizah told you a secret at 9:33 PM .

Hahahahah Metallica Unforgiven, which i believe tak ramai lah pompan yg dgr lagu ni. But i was brought uplistening to metallica,loudness,megadeth and ironmaiden since my younger days. Teringat zaman dok bawa blok belajar main gitar with my neighbours....*fikir apa lelaki je ada zaman tu mcm ke* heheheh those were the days anyway metallica was one of my favourite tau besides halloween, motley crue hahahah aku ada cassette lagi main main ke.

Ok semalam last minute decided to go for Nurah's wedding (my secondary skool fren). I went with Mas sarina and suriati. kat sana met up with some sec skool fren like bari (huh pon best ke)and fiance (kesian tunang dia),raq and zak of course (nurah's couzin the twins), ahmad nafis and madiana and a few others yg aku tak ingat nama lah.

The wedding was a very simple one for a luxurious family like hers. But the food was nice. We did some catching up talking abt old times during skool and everyone was like " Hey fiza u r expecting? How many months? boy or girl? " Macam penat nak jawap pasal sapa2 jumpa je ask the same soalan. Takle ke ckp eh fiza kau da kurus skrg eh?(bnyk nya kurus mana ada org mengandung 6 bulan kurus hehehehehehehe.

K lah left Nurah's wedding at around 2200hrs then fetch my hubby kat pasir ris as he ends his silat class. After that lepaking with project tapi this time herman pon berjoin juga........To herman: Its been a long time sey since u last sit with us. Hope this continues lerrrrr......Chit chat, bebual kons......pastu balik at 0200hrs pasal mata aku da tak tahan. Balik terus flat sey...........And today bangun on sunday 29th April nak go to Azman (Valet) wedding then to Aidil's tunang ..........Ok lah kengkawan nak mandi , nak siap , nak kuar...kalau boleh nak sambung tidur masih ngantuk......k lah c u guys around......Rock Never Dies.........

fizah told you a secret at 9:33 PM .

Nothing much happen on my weekend but of course a lot of spring cleaning that me and hubby did.........Home was in a mess. Sigh i really sympathize Cincao my kitten....bukan apa tapi sakit. Soalan : Sakit Apa eh? takkan lah kucing aku sakit campak lak kan. Ntah lah aku pon tak tau tapi cincau tak makan,lemah n cirit birit ah. kesian lerr...takpelah tunggu month end baru bawak gi jumpa vet sapa tau rupa rupa nya kucing aku merajuk tak nak ada baby hehehehehe.

k lah so on sunday after da lama tak jumpa budak2 project at last dgn secara kebetulan dapat juga kita dok lepaking kat kedai kopi zeenath ( serangoon ). biasalah kalau da dok ngan budak project , topik yg wajib sekali music lerrrrrrr takkan lah nak bual pasal pancing lak kan.

K lah actually pon da ngantok, sejak semenjak keje ni balik je penat..........tak sabar nak tunggu maternity leave 3 bulan yipppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

fizah told you a secret at 8:04 AM .

Sunday morning woke up feeling giddy and drowsy...argh hate this feeling.I feel like a huge head i'm having. Must be my high blood lor wat else. So grab my medicine and went back to sleep. (takle harap baru bangun da tido lagik)neway woke feeling much much better thanks to the medicine i guess. Ok so after that had my brunch and went to mom in law's place as she was cooking for me her delicious Nasi Goreng Kampung. So lepak2 for a while and went to shop for hubby's new office wear. Maklum lah tomorrow is hubby's new working environment.Alhamdulilah kata org rezeki baby agaknya hubby promoted to be one of HR(HUman Resource) Team.Well personally i guess memang susah lah nak nampak kulit kita kat department tu. Hubby hope u will have a better future in this line k. All for the sake of our beautiful family coming soon. I love You.

Ok so later kakak called up to join them go kite flying but since it was raining nak kite flying ke happa kan. So last minute plan all of us me and hubby,kakak and family and mak and abah we went to Greenhouse for a birthday treat for kakak and Abg Fahmi(bro in law) dinner lah tu.heheheh I was quite surprise with kakak and akesh....tak rugi bawak gi buffet......supermassive appetite sey hahahah but da makan bnyk2 pastu akesh ngantuk hehehehehe.

Ok lah got to end my story here nak sleep coz besok da start werk.........

fizah told you a secret at 8:43 AM .

Wow.....Hello again and Assalamualaikum (yang islam mesti jawap tak jawap dosa)
Its been so long since I last blog maklum lah sejak semenjak nak jadi ibu ni bnyk dugaan yg harus di tempuhi especially first trimester. It was such a challenge but alhamdulilah everything is better now.

I went for check up with hubby recently and we were extremely happy to know that It IS A BOY..........actually both of us not really fussy about the gender but alhamdulilah as long as the baby is actively kicking in Bonda's stomach. My placenta is still extremly low as per Doc so i need to be extra careful in my movement. i can't be too aggresive like i use to though.

k lah guys for those who have been bugging me to continue blogging, i hope you will keep on reading yah......k lah nak ngok tv........bye bye and good nite

fizah told you a secret at 5:16 AM .

Ughhh my stomach have been giving me the pain for the past few days till 3rd Jan 07 it was damn painful that i can't bear, we woke up at 0630hrs to get ready for werk but the pain in my stomach really makes me cry :'-(

.I told hubby to send me to KKH for a check up. Coz ever since i knew i was pregnant i have not met any doctor yet

. Poor hubby got to take urgent leave to send me to hospital.

I just want to be extra careful this time and don't want to repeat the same mistake.Lucky doc said everything was fine just that i need to have extra rest and not to do to much werk.3days mc given and i've been eating veggies and drinking fruit juices and milk. Wat a surprise from me to change my eating habit just for the sake of my baby..........

I will be going for check up again in two weeks time so pray that my baby is healthy...........

fizah told you a secret at 9:44 PM .